You think your ready, you put on your best version of yourself, best outfit, best hair cut, best personality and you go out hunting, bating, desperately seeking a distraction, companionship, you want so much to find love to fill the void in your heart, to heal the aching, the longing, to create some type of worth or desire, to pray someone will love you even tho you have yet to love yourself, so you seek and you seek, failing relationship one after the other, each time leavi...ng you worse, broken and lost, you know in your heart you deserve better, focus on you first, make yourself the priority, treat yourself half as good as you treat others, start from there, love your passion, love your work, get to know what it is you truly want, make a list of all the things your future partner must have in order to even be considered as a possibility, raise your standards - recognize how invaluable you are, make yourself a prize piece, give yourself only to those who are ready to love all of you, as you are, no changes or conditions. Define your own unconditional - fall in love when your ready not just because your lonely. ~Will "Story" Rivera
And I wanted to love you, I wanted to embrace you and cover you, I wanted to offer protection and catch you when you fell, I wanted to be your light, your inspiration, your reason for breathing, I wanted all of you not just part of you, that complete devotion, maybe I was selfish in thinking I could have that but shit that didn't stop me from trying, I just wanted number one status right after God and then everything else, it was childish for me to ever believe that you would... rank me even close to that, it was silly to believe that you could even imagine a love like mine as most couldn't visualize such a scene in their wildest thoughts and I know I am amazing and I know I tried my best, I just wanted to love you in all ways for always, I wanted to be someone you weren't afraid of being with, someone you weren't scared to tell people about, someone you could be proud of, that type of soul mate flame relationship that has no ending and no beginning, I wanted to be your sky that you looked upon, the sun you required for warmth, the water that quenched your thirst, I wanted to be the fire in your heart, set you ablaze in ways that only the deepest connection of love would allow, I wanted to merge with you in ways that melted the both of us into something new- I just wanted complete devotion, I wanted a rapture of emotions, to devour you from head to toe and blend into one another until there was no more of each one of us - a complete transformation that would lead us both into into unchartered territory, I mean what's a life without love, what good is having it all and having no one one to share it with, fear leads us into places Faith would never allow - a life filled with love lets us know just how worth it - it is to let someone in. ~Will "Story" Rivera There is something beautiful about words, so indescribable the way they make me feel and inspire me on my darkest of days, like waves of energy gravitating to my heart, beating harder with every sentence I finish, flowing like a river in my veins, creating passageways where dead ends once lived, this roadwork of creativity, meaning and divine expression, igniting faith when all hope was gone , every sentence in my eyes is just filled with romance, I find myself in this secret love affair with writing, like artwork or something of mystery words simply make love to me and I am completely submissive - wanting nothing more than to be devoured by the very words I create. ~Will "Story" Rivera I crave the deepest of intimate situations, a soul must be emotionally, spiritually and mentally rich if they are going to stimulate my interest, they must carry depths deeper than the oceans bottom to even come close to having my heart, you must have an indestructible faith and connection with God if you are ever going to have my absolute devotion, we must crash and flow in an ebb of waves and ways that are not understood by many, I need a bottomless depth, mystery to be explored and explored and explored - a mirror of myself and our souls potential - I demand that. ~Will "Story" Rivera
We were lost, not lost like we needed directions but lost into each others consciousness, like a dream, like her and I were astral traveling into other dimensions where we defied gravity and all hope of rational thought, we were deep, deep ...into this common space we shared, it was not a place but a space that we couldn't even prove existed but it did and we were there and we enjoyed each other thoroughly, we were in the moment, she and I, kisses like we were teenagers, innocent yet intentional, we were in sync, we were like magnets, when one moved the other responded and vice versa, we were lost into each others souls and the journey was beyond wonderful. She was centered, she was gravity and I, well I was space and clouds and oxygen, I was neither tangible nor relative but she was my grounding, like my rock, she was my reality and her and I were perfect creatures sharing the same dream. ~Will "Story" Rivera
She was kind and lovely and beautiful, the kind of soul you wanted to keep close, she was a dreamer, a creator of her world, a writer - her thoughts the canvas and her words painted pictures as if she was making love to every moment, she was quiet yet willful, she had these ages in her eyes that reflected centuries of wisdom but for those with shallow sight she looked like she wasn't old enough to know anything, she was everything and nothing, her love of life was so unique, she was the type of person you dreamed of getting close to but rarely did she let anyone in, she was an observer, a contemplator, she had intention in every move she made, she was wild and free spirited she really never wanted to fit in, she was pure and untainted like a newborn when it takes it's first breath, she was whole and secure but best of all of her qualities was the way she made others feel when they were near her, she was accepting, non judgmental, she allowed you to be yourself, she loved that about people, that pure unapologetic expression of who you truly are without any reason to explain yourself, without worry or fear that someone may not love you for you, yeah she loved that about those who were brave enough to love themselves enough not to conform, not to pretend or dim the light with themselves, those who have not surrendered, she loved them unconditionally because she loved herself in that same way. There is something about the souls who truly enjoy who they are, they express a level of peace and beauty that goes far past what the naked eye can ever truly see. ~Will "Story" Rivera
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AuthorWill "Story" Rivera May the words shared from my soul forever serve to Inspire yours.
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