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She was angel and I don't mean that figuratively, breathtakingly beautiful, eyes so deep she locked you into captivity, searched your soul for truth, for answers, she knows more about you than you do, compassion unlike anything you have ever seen, terribly clever, she was a messenger of God, a pure soul, bright like the sun and full of wisdom, full of magic, she carried mystery like the moon, ever changing and cycling, deep rooted into her beliefs and boy did she believe, she had this desire, these dreams, she saw the world as nothing less than beautiful, the way she spoke was like a prophet, she could manifest anything she wished and she did, she moved mountains in her own way, stubborn as all hell with a faith that was unshakable, God blessed her with so many gifts, she was favored and loved, she was able to fill you with hope and inspiration, she helped you to save yourself, divine grace and liberation, her words vibrated straight into your soul, many called to her but few understood, to be near her was a gift that so many wasted and still she gave love, still she gave her best, sacrificed, selfless was her nature, she was fearless and unstoppable, every experience was fuel to push forward, she refused to allow the outside world to ever discourage her vision, to harm her innocence and childlike nature- she was free in a way that others dreamed about, most wouldn't dare to walk her path. ~Will "Story" Rivera   And I wanted to love you, I wanted to embrace you and cover you, I wanted to offer protection and catch you when you fell, I wanted to be your light, your inspiration, your reason for breathing, I wanted all of you not just part of you, that complete devotion, maybe I was selfish in thinking I could have that but shit that didn't stop me from trying, I just wanted number one status right after God and then everything else, it was childish for me to ever believe that you would... rank me even close to that, it was silly to believe that you could even imagine a love like mine as most couldn't visualize such a scene in their wildest thoughts and I know I am amazing and I know I tried my best, I just wanted to love you in all ways for always, I wanted to be someone you weren't afraid of being with, someone you weren't scared to tell people about, someone you could be proud of, that type of soul mate flame relationship that has no ending and no beginning, I wanted to be your sky that you looked upon, the sun you required for warmth, the water that quenched your thirst, I wanted to be the fire in your heart, set you ablaze in ways that only the deepest connection of love would allow, I wanted to merge with you in ways that melted the both of us into something new- I just wanted complete devotion, I wanted a rapture of emotions, to devour you from head to toe and blend into one another until there was no more of each one of us - a complete transformation that would lead us both into into unchartered territory, I mean what's a life without love, what good is having it all and having no one one to share it with, fear leads us into places Faith would never allow - a life filled with love lets us know just how worth it - it is to let someone in. ~Will "Story" Rivera
There is something beautiful about words, so indescribable the way they make me feel and inspire me on my darkest of days, like waves of energy gravitating to my heart, beating harder with every sentence I finish, flowing like a river in my veins, creating passageways where dead ends once lived, this roadwork of creativity, meaning and divine expression, igniting faith when all hope was gone , every sentence in my eyes is just filled with romance, I find myself in this secret love affair with writing, like artwork or something of mystery words simply make love to me and I am completely submissive - wanting nothing more than to be devoured by the very words I create. ~Will "Story" Rivera |