lost thoughts

I would have given my life to be anyone in your world, to be someone worth fighting for to be someone you’d die for and stand by till the end of time for, a friend, a lover, a companion of life, so much more than just an average wife, to be the air you breathe when you wake and arms that hold you tight when you’re afraid, to be the earth in which you walk upon and sails that guide you when your ship is lost, to help you back to sure. To be anyone or anything that had some type of meaning, not the kind of person that you can leave so easily; but you did. Forgotten and lost this is not the first or last time to be tossed, aside, swallow my pride each every time I allow you back into my life, my heart my soul, I am open for you; yet it seems to hurt me is your goal. You’ve grown bitter and unkind, you trust no one in your life, spirituality put to the side, and you cry with no reason why, still I seek to hold you tight, and never think twice to leave your side. Because I love you. Always have always will, you are the reason I am whole, you are what I need at the start of my day, and thoughts that put me to bed when I lay, you are what makes me smile so true, it’s in your presence that my spirit is still, and my thoughts are calm, and my heart it sings, it’s because of you, I’d give up everything. Still you choose to hurt me. ~Will "Story" Rivera